to recreate yourself: powder, fiber, wound.
to lose yourself: gesture, contact, oblivion.
soie © for as long as you'll have me
you're never going to forget them. you're always going to love the color of their eyes, and you're always going to search for someone with the same contagious laugh. you're never going to fully get over them. you're going to have those nights when all the regrets and pain comes rushing back. you're going to miss them with all of your heart. but, you're going to be okay.
“if you’re happy in a dream…does that count?
the happiness—does it count?”
account will be marked as safe for work with occasional cussing. (more than occasional, probably) do expect sporadic responses and unanswered messages, promise it's nothing personal! also, not a lot of tw, cw, nor tone indicator! feel free to softblock if i ever cause any discomfort!
| DNI!? |
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| minors, i prefer to interact with 21+! but it's a no-no if you're excessively sexual.. ("but you're legal" stfu doesn't mean i'm okay with anything everything sexual), basic dnf/i criteria (do better!), anti of any group (brother ew..) (kecuali kalau memang problematik ya ol) |
totd (thought of the day):
i'm trying to write and read more so wish me luck on that.. would love to read any of your writing(s) if you don't mind, send them my way! (please)on relationships: (romantic)
not looking! if i'm slightly or full-on flirtatious with you, that is just me on the default. please don't take it personal.. (please!) i use endearment on just anyone, if you want me to stop then please do tell!
i am way past of age! and comfortable with any pronouns, mainly depending on the muse but it's really whatever for me. (peace and love) further contact information includes discord, telegram, plato, and animanga account! (dm to acquire, selektif ya ancrit)
| NAME | aiden (i'll think of a surname eventually) (hopefully) |
| YEAR | 1998 |
| STATUS | stress bang (but grateful) |
| ORIENTATION | biromantic asexual |
| TIMEZONE | GMT+7 |
"but i don't want comfort. i want god, i want poetry, i want real danger, i want freedom, i want goodness, i want sin."
| MUSE | tergantung situasi kondisi |
| ASTROLOGICAL SIGN | aries ☉ virgo ☾ aquarius ↑ |
| MBTI | ISFP-T |
| DISC | (high to low) CDSI |
| HOUSING | hufflepuff |
| TEMPERAMENT | melancholy |
| ALIGNMENT | chaotic neutral |
we talk about haunted houses. hauntings. haunting as memory, haunting as grief. houses as haunted houses, bodies as haunted houses. homes as place and homes as concepts only. if living was a place for me, it was a burnt place. a gone place. how do you go home to a gone place? you round the corner over and over again and there's just more nothing waiting for you.
what i genuinely enjoy!
low maintenance friendships, bts (lost spark anying), the song of achilles, haikyuu, omniscient reader's viewpoint, friendly banter, love language: physical attack, stephanie soo's podcasts and vlogs, shu yamino, girls never die by tripleS, collecting art prints and photo cards and hirono!, red velvet (casual), seventeen's variety shows (they're funny as fuck), yoon jeonghan tho.., the little prince!!!, horror games and/or stories, kaelix debonair (endeared phase), manhwa and/or webtoon, etc. etc. etc.
what i don't fuck with..
leg bouncer wtf, white texts on black background (don't ask, idk why i do this to myself as well), slow driver, actually can't think of anything else at the moment (love the positivity for me)
now playing > > 春愁 by Mrs. GREEN APPLE" いつか いつか 見つけてくれるのなら いつか いつか 大切に思えるなら あなたが生きてさえいれば なんでもいいや わたしが生きてるなら それでいいや それがいいや それがいいや 大嫌いだ 人が大嫌いだ 友達も大嫌いだ 本当は大好きだ
now playing > > spring fever by Mrs. GREEN APPLE" if someone is going to find me someday if i can hold things dear someday if you are going to be alive, i don't mind anything else. if i am alive, that is enough, that is the best. i hate it, i hate people, i hate my friends too; to be honest, i love them all.
you said i killed you—haunt me, then! be with me always, take any form! drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where i cannot find you.
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OC LIST!
(i'll get to this one day)
portia rina-mae jacques
ignatius claude
kiyochika hinata (sage valentine)
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it was a soft october night,
and the moon looked exactly like heartache.